The palace of the orchids that you built
Went to the pieces as the castle of sand
I don’t see sense in point of the ideas
Around me is longing, longing, longing again

It seems as if this all is a nightmare
And darkness will disperse soon as I wake
And hundreds ravens will fly down from midnight tops
But heart is whispering to me ‘I won’t come back’

I won’t come back in the embrace of light
My road is leading in nowhere
There are no answers in a lot of splinters
To the question ‘why did I arrive right here? ’

Wave washed away all of my memories
And there’s nothing left of former me,
And all the long lost wishes are so vain
Yesterday I still existed, today I don’t,
Afterwards is nothing…

10.04.2006